"Sunshine is your enemy. Stay off the sunny side of the street."
My hair looks cute today, in a very girlish way. I just had my pictures taken at Wal-Mart, so I am excited to get them back. I have a feeling they won't be as cute as I thought they would be they day I had them taken, but in all the pictures I had taken there, I always end up looking like a dork. That's ok though, because I love pictures.
It's not like I am obsessed with myself, but I was always a little bit self conscious about how I looked, especially around John. Anyway, all my pictures looked kinda goofy, and I just would make myself like them and I just said this is how I look. Now, I have been more careful with my appereance. It's not like I look bad, I never really have. I don't have a bad face. I never had to deal with acne. And I have an ideal body structure. It's just I always fixed my hair and wore clothes that brought my appereance down. I figured, why should I spend all my time looking weird, when I can spend the same time looking better. I even feel a lot more confident now. I'm more sure of myself.
Anyway, I have a huge obsession with pictures of practically anything. I have piles of piles of magazines in my room. I carry a cheap, but very useful camera with me where ever I go. I look at my photo album every night practically. I am good at art, but I don't think art is about pictures, but instead a way of thought.
I have been reading my book everyday, and my passcard is covered in quotes. I want to expand on them later, but I don't feel like it now. I don't know now if I am reading the book for the story or the quotes. He is a pure genius. I think I am reading them for both.
I have been getting really crabby when I talk to John. I don't know if it's because I've been talking to him everynight. I do now realize so much that I haven't the last week. So things that do bug me are: he either talks to loud or mumbles, he always gets interrupted in the middle of my part of the conversation, and he does things sometimes that makes a lot of noise. I think it's partly my fault too because I am on the computer, so I should give him my fullest attention and I should be nicer to him. For real.