Ol' times..
Right now I feel weak. I had a long blahish day. It was exciting enough, but I felt like I was high, which is strange because I wasn't and haven't been for awhile. I was introverted and in my own little bubble.
- We watched a movie on X.
- I tried to balance chemical equations and then realized that I had no clue to what I was doing.
- I drew a nasty, immature caricature of Cassie Goff. *will explain later
- Went to UWS.. lost the crimpies in my bangs. :(
- Economics.. this is the time where I wasn't really there.
- Uhh.. failed the chem test hardcore and almost passsed out. If I would've closed my eyes for 30 seconds, I probably would've been asleep.
- BLAH.. Blah.. blah.. couldn't wait to leave, but enjoyed sitting in a comfy chiar, which also made me want to fall asleep.
I didn't sleep the best last night. I fell asleep instantly, but I woke up around 1:34, I think, thinking that I had my period. I went potty and then five minutes later went back to put a tampon in. Then I woke up around 6:30 thinking it was time to go to school.
I have not gotten my February period yet and I am beginning to worry because there is only 9 days left. Everyday this last week, I felt, what I thought were crampies, but it turned out to be gas. I am not extremely freaked because I am still a technical virgin. I just start to think of hands.. hands touch the sperm then touch the cooter. Doubtful. I think what I am most worried about is : by some freak chance I was pregnant, would I choose abortion? I always think of abortion as a good thing, but I don't think I would choose it. Anyway..
Cassie and Chrissy Goff equals YUCK! Let's back things up ... about the beginning of two weeks ago. I got kicked out of pyscho Sharrow's class for "negative comments and undermining assignments," so I got put into a study hall. Well, Cassie Goff is John Frye's ex-girlfriend. Then went out for a week or less. I see this nasty girl in the hallway and this feeling hit me. I knew she was going to be in my study hall. It was so weird, but I just knew it. And guess what.. she is in my study hall.
Physical description: She has blonde stringy hair which she constantly combs with her reptile/claw like hand. Her hand is pudgy and then her fingers are.. kind of skinny, but pointy. They are scary. Her face looks as though someone had held her head under water for a really long time because it looks like she's soggy and bloated. Her make-up is horrible and her eyes bug out of her face. Her lips are small, but her teeth looked like.. she's a hick, although she's not. Her two front teeth are jagged and there's a black gap in between them. Her boobies are crooked and look like they would have huge prego nipples and then her tummy is chubby. Her butt is flat and she has skinny legs. The bottom line is: is that she is completed nasty, but yet funny looking at the same time. Wanna know something even scarier.. she has a twin.
OK.. so this nasty beast is in my study hall. I was talking to the girl next to me about how she gave me the creeps. I didn't say "shit." After school, this day, I was also in my own little buble, she comes up and grabs my arm practically ready to cry and says, "You better stop talking shit to me, because I know you're talking shit about and you better stop because otherwise I'm going to do something about it." I just shrugged and said, "Ok.." and just kept walking because I didn't even see her in the first place and I didn't really give a fuck. I kept walking and then I started to laugh because I realized she had to be on crack.
The next day, I saw her nasty twin and I was with Kayla. (Kayla has a mowhawk and dresses like a true punk rocker and not an emo rocker. She also has a punk rock I-don't-give-a-fuck, crazy attitude and I just love her to pieces.) I pointed her out and Kayla was shocked and yelled, "That girl is so fucking nasty! She's even uglier than me! YUCK!" So.. she started to bark at her. I was embarassed and wasn't planning on that happening, but all the same, it was one of the funniest things I've ever seen in my life.
Well, later that day, I was walking down the hall and they said something to me. I didn't really care, but Sarah and Britany got mad. So, Britany yells, "Those girls are fucking nasty!"
I felt bad and the next morning I talked with my friend Sam. He said that they wanted to beat me up. He told her that they better not because I have a lot of crazy friends, which is true. After homeroom, I walked the nasty bitch to study hall so we could talk.
To be continued..
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