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Almost done. This is the hardest part, and then it will all be finished and I can live in one place and sleep in one bed and not have to think about how many different places my body has been in the past week.
My hands hurt. My violin hickey is dark and looks like i actually practice. I'm tired but I can't sleep. Too many thoughts running through my head, too many things to do and not enough time or desire to do them.
It looks like everything is all set to go. I don't feel prepared, but I must be, or else everything wouldn't look so well-planned. I wish I could be the girl whose life actually feels the way it looks.
time to try sleeping again.
My hands hurt. My violin hickey is dark and looks like i actually practice. I'm tired but I can't sleep. Too many thoughts running through my head, too many things to do and not enough time or desire to do them.
It looks like everything is all set to go. I don't feel prepared, but I must be, or else everything wouldn't look so well-planned. I wish I could be the girl whose life actually feels the way it looks.
time to try sleeping again.