The depression begins again
I am so depressed about being back.
Normally after I return from a trip its like my vacation was a dream, a bit distant and already fuzzy around the edges, but this time as soon as I stepped off the plane I felt depressed and disappointed.
I'm wondering if its due to some of the problems I'm having with my father.
When I was in Dallas and I knew I had missed my plane I called our house, its really an apartment, and left a message on the answering machine, and then I tried reaching him on his cell phone, but he had left it at home. Then I called my grandparents, they aren't really my grandparents, but they seem/act like it, and asked them to call the Lawton airport and tell him what had happened and to go home.
So, when I finally got in to the Lawton airport I asked him why he was there, and he heard me asking him, "why are you pissed," which is not what I said.
And then he proceeded to list the reasons why he was pissed, no "hello," no "how was your trip," nothing at all like that.
Normally after I return from a trip its like my vacation was a dream, a bit distant and already fuzzy around the edges, but this time as soon as I stepped off the plane I felt depressed and disappointed.
I'm wondering if its due to some of the problems I'm having with my father.
When I was in Dallas and I knew I had missed my plane I called our house, its really an apartment, and left a message on the answering machine, and then I tried reaching him on his cell phone, but he had left it at home. Then I called my grandparents, they aren't really my grandparents, but they seem/act like it, and asked them to call the Lawton airport and tell him what had happened and to go home.
So, when I finally got in to the Lawton airport I asked him why he was there, and he heard me asking him, "why are you pissed," which is not what I said.
And then he proceeded to list the reasons why he was pissed, no "hello," no "how was your trip," nothing at all like that.