Of the events of Last night, and tonight
As of my experience last night, I am a bit unclear as to what happened. After talking to Mary, I went back to my room, and into the enclosed space of my bathroom. I lit a candle, and a stick of insence, and shut off all other lights. I lit up a cigarette and began my meditation, staring constantly into my eyes in the mirror. I started to ask questions to whatever may be listening or near me. I noticed as soon as I acknowledged this presense, the candle started to flicker violently. I took up my twin daggers, as is my custom when meditating, and held them close. I told this force that I would ask questions, and if yes, make the candle stop flickering, if no, make no change. I can't clearly remember anything I asked, all I know is that indeed, the candle flickered, then stopped after I had asked the appropriate questions. Trick of the wind? Not likely, my bathroom was completely closed off, and the smoke from the insense didn't stir at all. I finally asked if I could be shown this entity which made the candle dance...and I stared harder into the mirror at myself, into my own eyes. The candle flickered violently, and the shadows seems to creep in from everywhere, only then I realized the face I was seeing in the mirror was distorted, as if another image was over it, and through this other image, my face was becoming harder to see, all but my eyes. I realized I was still seeing a face, but it wasn't my face. In fact it seemed to be more animal looking than anything, like a large cat of sorts..there were colors wildly flooding my vision like static, but the face remained, then the candle calmed and it stopped like that. I closed my eyes at this point, trying to feel and see thru the mind what my vision had failed to see, but I could get no clear image in my head. Once again I looked into the mirror, and once again all things darkened around me, and the face once again. I don't really understand it, or remember anything very well in detail, even tho it was only last night. Perhaps Mary will have a theory or explanation. I know it answered yes to my question of was this force something bound to the house and lands around it. It answered no when I inquired if it was my spirit guide, or some sort of guardian. It said not that it was either good, nor evil when I asked, but it answered yes when I asked if it was nuetral. I heard no words with my ears, or thru my mind. Just the flickering candle would stop after I asked..then flicker again wildly when I started another question. Sometimes it would stay calm for a long time, other times it'd stop...hesitate, and go back. I may try again tonight. I am very curious about these things as you all are aware. I only hope Mary understands all I've said.
And onto the event of tonight. I was driving home after work, 10:30 pm, highway 64. I had passed Spring Valley Road, which I live on, to go to the next road down, Hoctor. I was on the phone with my best friend Josh, and suddenly I saw a light coming down the road, it wasn't as bright as a headlight from a car, and it was lone, I thought it to be some cyclist or something...only I realized that it came down the right hand side of the road, and was a little higher than my car, and it crossed the road in front of me to the left. Then it stopped in a tree..this bright bright orb, looking like the eyeshine of some animal in the headlights, only the light never stopped when the headlights passed it...just as suddenly as I had seen it, and as I came close to it, it was gone, like it had never been there...I immediately had Josh startled as I described this to him...he was like dude wtf...It was an odd thing to see so clearly..Once agian, I hope for Mary's Council on this as always.
Adieu
And onto the event of tonight. I was driving home after work, 10:30 pm, highway 64. I had passed Spring Valley Road, which I live on, to go to the next road down, Hoctor. I was on the phone with my best friend Josh, and suddenly I saw a light coming down the road, it wasn't as bright as a headlight from a car, and it was lone, I thought it to be some cyclist or something...only I realized that it came down the right hand side of the road, and was a little higher than my car, and it crossed the road in front of me to the left. Then it stopped in a tree..this bright bright orb, looking like the eyeshine of some animal in the headlights, only the light never stopped when the headlights passed it...just as suddenly as I had seen it, and as I came close to it, it was gone, like it had never been there...I immediately had Josh startled as I described this to him...he was like dude wtf...It was an odd thing to see so clearly..Once agian, I hope for Mary's Council on this as always.
Adieu