Update
Thought I'd post a quick update of whats been happening with me. I feel a bit guilty that I hardly update this place anymore, because I read other peoples entries nearly everyday and find it really interesting! I suppose that must make me sound a bit freaky but never mind! Firstly I've started back at uni this week. The second year sounds like its going to be really interesting but REALLY hard work! The lectures I've had have been really good, it just seems like its going to be a lot of work and a lot more pressure to do well in placements. I still cannot see myself being a nurse in 2 years time, it feels really scary! The house is going ok. Admitedly it is bloody hard work living with 9 people. Some of them are harder than others!! It's just at times like being in high school with all the whispering and whatnot. 80% of the time its fine, but when I'm having a bad day and my head is being a paranoid mess it can be tough. I just try and remember the people there who I really get on with and concentrate on them and try and forget about the people that do my head in/make me feel a bit shitty. Saying that I've had some really fun nights out over the last week so maybe I'm just moaning a bit! In other news I've not smoked now for over 2 months. I'm pretty impressed with that feat! I never thought I'd be able to do it, yet it wasn't actually as hard as I imagined. If only losing weight could be so easy! I still feel insecure and fed up with my body, but maybe that's just part of being a woman (Bleh). I'm trying to get back into going to the gym again full time as over the summer I was COMPLETELY lazy and hardly went at all! Summer wise I didn't do much. I didn't go on holiday because of lack of money. Still, had an alright summer really. Had lots of day trips with uni friends and friends from home and Matt which was fun. On the Matt front it's been 2 years on the 27th which will be my longest realtionship to date. We have our ups and downs but the ups outweigh the downs by a million and I honestly cannot imagine life without him.
Right I think I've update enough now for at least 6 months! I really do mean to update more often with this place because it'd be cool if 10 years down the line I could look at this site and see what I'd written when I was a stressed out nursing student!
Finally a note to sexy_tink and Matt. Your both in my thoughts and prayers and I hope everything is ok
Right I think I've update enough now for at least 6 months! I really do mean to update more often with this place because it'd be cool if 10 years down the line I could look at this site and see what I'd written when I was a stressed out nursing student!
Finally a note to sexy_tink and Matt. Your both in my thoughts and prayers and I hope everything is ok