Jul 09, 2009 10:15
I know it's likely stress. But nothing seems to make them better. They suck. They suck.
And, Mother, I did look at what you sent me. I have been applying to local jobs at clothing stores (they could work around college if I go back to grad school and I get clothing discounts) and such. Probably if I chose from what you sent, it would be college abroad. I just feel so guilty if I leave cause my grandparents are older, dad has cancer, seems like everyone is in poor health and they will think I have abandoned them.
I love the rain and we've been having it for two days. I love it. Tonight having a date and watching Push. so this silly headache must go away. Or perhaps my date would rub my head. LOL He probably would, he's a really sweet guy.
I am not going to stress about more than one thing today. And freakin' A. Just stressing about one is a 99.9% improvement. And today my one stress is the job. That's it. Okay, stress over. :)
I wish it was that easy. lol