Jun 03, 2009 23:34
I have to have none. I can have some wishes about what might have been but I have to have no regrets. Else how will I heal? or live? or grow? or be happy or love again?
I was lucky enough to love three men in my lifetime. One I married. One I was engaged to but thanks be to God escaped from and the other was barely in my life at all. Maybe that one shouldn't count. But I will say it does for the purposes of my no regrets statements.
My mind knows 'tis logical to say this and to not think of any of them. EVER. or anything that happened or did not happened. About anything I have ever done bad in my life for it's forgiven.
Ah, but my heart. My heart. It rarely listens to my mind. Who is smarter? The mind or the heart? I mean, really?
Does "Logic rule reason?" Where's R. Rahl when ya need him? lol