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youngfreak92 May 23 2008, 11:36:17 UTC
And here I am, late to the party as usual, but better late than never, right? Anyways. I was too a weeping mess after the finale. I waited to see the first part until the second had aired, and since I'm a foreigner I didn't see the episodes until Tuesday. I made sure I was prepared and spoiled for what would happen, but did it matter? Nooo, I still started to cry like a baby. Guess I was right in being hesitant to watch the finale...
Personally, I don't really get why everybody is angry at Wilson. Admittedly, I almost always interpret things differently than others, but still. In my eyes, Wilson was desperate and panic-stricken and at loss of what to do. When he asked House to do the brain-surgery-thingy, it was clearly a last resort. He was so very hesistant when he asked, fidgeting with his hands and drawing it out. He even hesitated mid-nod! And then House instantly agreed. Argh! But I'm not angry at Wilson for asking; Wilson was (is) a mess and in a horible situation, no one can expect him to act "rationally". After all, House was ALIVE and Amber was DYING. So I don't blame him at all for that.
And then we have the final scene that broke my heart. Is it because of that one that people hate Wilson? If so, I really don't understand why. I was amazed to see that Wilson still was at the hospital and hadn't just run away as fast as he could. I thought it really proved how much he cares for House that he stayed to make sure that he was there when House woke up. And to be truthful, I actually think it was merciful of him to leave. I mean, what would he had done otherwise? Sit down beside House, break down and cry on House's shoulder? I think Wilson did the right thing to leave and spare House of that awkwardness. And I don't think he looked angry; he looked tired and like he was fightng tears. And then we have the big thing that nobody seem to think of; who said that Wilson went home, cried and then came back the next day? It's just... Okay, I'll stop ranting and raving. To summarize my thoughts and feelings on the season finale; I love Wilson. I love House. House is now officially, cannonly in love with Wilson. It's sad that Amber died -- R.I.P., CTB. And finally; the ship is not dead.
Now I need to bury myself in mindless fluff and stay away from angst for a while.

(Oh, I'm so sorry for the long comment. I just started writing and... Yeah. I'm sorry. *sheepish*)

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alemyrddin May 23 2008, 12:57:29 UTC
hi! I'm happy you are here, I always love talking about House - though now that the season has ended, there will probably be less to talk about, I think. (I like being surprised, so I try not to read spoilers, usually).

I agree with everything you said about Wilson. You are preaching to the choir, here. ;)
I love House (he did everything he could), I love Wilson (he was lost, worried, and conflicted about asking House that, then he was devasted by Amber's death) and I loved Amber too.

I only wish Wilson had a different behaviour in the end because I like the boys to be together, drawing comfort from each other. And with Cuddy there, I think that maybe they could have been better without too much awkwardness, and without (for Wilson) being alone. Wilson could have cried on her shoulder, like he already did.

As for the ship being dead, in my heart it will never be, but it's hard (even for me!) to read fanfic with House and Wilson in love after the blow of Amber's death. And I guess it's even harder to write. It seems... disrespectful, in a way. But I guess that within a few weeks everybody will overcome this "mourning" phase and start slashing them again. ;)

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youngfreak92 May 23 2008, 13:18:28 UTC
Hopefully you're right. I can see House and Wilson being in love in the future, but not now. As you said, it would be disrespectful. Kind of like this;
Wilson: ;_; Amber's dead.
House: Yes, but you've still got me. (and she was not a regular, so who cares)
Wilson: That's right.
*smut ensues*
... And that just doesn't seem right to me. Personally, I solve the writing problem with having all my fics taking place before season 4, but that's just because I'm still in love with S1 and 2.
About about the final scene... In my mind, Wilson just wanted to be alone. Then he came back to the hospital the next day and held House company. Then they comforted each other (and Wilson ensured House that he doesn't hate him).
The mourning phase is hopefully soon over, and we'll have our usual mix of angst and fluff and smut back at the comm. *g*

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alemyrddin May 23 2008, 13:23:23 UTC
lol. You are so right about that not seeming right.

And I agree that Wilson needed some space and time alone. He's not usually one to show his emotions and I think he needed some recovery time. And I'm seconding your idea that of course he visited House the next day. *nods*

(but, how long it will be till September 2nd!)

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youngfreak92 May 23 2008, 13:29:49 UTC
It will take forever before it's September 2nd. *headdesk* But the Writer's Strike was good practice, so maybe I'll survive.
You said you liked to talk about House. Would you like to talk with me? I love analyzing things and I think about House and Wilson 24/7 but I don't really have anyone to talk to. Maybe we could survive the summer together. Only if you want to, of course.

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alemyrddin May 23 2008, 13:57:12 UTC
of course, that was exactly what I meant!

only, I'm not that good at deep analysis. I like reviewing the episodes and talking about them, but without new episodes I fear there won't be too much to talk about. I like talking about the characters and their relationships, too, but I don't always have much to say. I guess it depends (on the topic, the situation, the time...).

But of course, if you pick up a topic which I feel I have something to add to, I'll gladly talk with you about it! (providing real life leaves me enough time - but it usually does)

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youngfreak92 May 23 2008, 14:11:02 UTC
I'm the exact opposite; I can't analyze the episodes even if my life depended on it, but I love to read others' analyzises. I'm fascinated by psychology so I tend to analyze a character to pieces (it's currently Wilson). *g* Do you have AIM?

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