"Got No Reason...

Aug 26, 2002 20:03

Nothing to say, cause it's already said."

I've been thinking of her lately, her blonde hair and bright smile, the way she would sometimes get a faraway and sad look in her eyes...and why shouldn't she be sad, all she's been through? The real question is why she stuck by me for so long.

She's out there, somewhere. I know she felt she had to stay in DC - she wanted to protect Gibson, and there were a few other things she wanted to do, as well.

I told her I'd contact her when it was safe. When will that be?

Mulder speaks of having screwed up her life, but I know it was me. I should have found another way to try to get Dmitri to Mulder. The way I tried didn't even work. So many plans go awry...

Well. Now we have new plans. Plans that just have to work. I've been on the Net all day, looking things up. Made a few phone calls, too.

I'm not sure I trust the people who adopted William. But so far I have no proof for that - just a feeling.

Maybe I'm just being too paranoid again. Hey, it's happened.

I'll have to ask Mulder how he feels about them.

For now, it's back to the Web for a bit, then I've got to meet an informant later tonight.
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