how can a heart just stop

[alekcore]

well when i got home today i found out that my grandma died apparently her heart just stopped we went to the hospital met with the family and my parents and i got to see her one last time but she was dead it was totally fucking depperessing when i first saw her my heart almost pounded out of my chest, when you see a family member you love dead it will forever be etched in your memory she was totally pale white and lifeless i couldnt stay in there longer than a minute its fucking depressing

tommorow at school if i seem like an asshole youll know why but ill try my best to paint a smile