Aug 01, 2003 19:34
So today I got a new job. I will now be working for the USDA Forest Dept. I think i was destined to be and entomologist, cause now im working with bark beatles. I have nothing against bugs, and the work sounds fun. LIke where else will I be able to use radioactive labels? Either way, lately i havent been feeling like myself. I just want to go home(Yuba City) and be alone. I dont know why. I just feel like being alone. My apt sucks here so im glad im moving out. But I just want to move, go some place I can think clearly. I often tell my friend how when ever I listen to The Queens of the Stone Age i just want to buy motorcycle and join a biker gang. This is something I wouldnt mind doing......mmm I'll save my money buy me a bike. Then Ill join a biker gang. I guess just the feeling of riding all day and being free. Something I just can't really experience here, damn school! It's wierd how something just work out i guess. Tool still will always me my favorite band regardless of how i feel, radiohead is with them.... i will finally see radiohead cool.
"no one knows"