oh god
well i guess i should update this bitch. i got kicked out of the dormsa for drinking and now i live in a house. well all of my housemates are gorgeous and runners, so thin. i hate it. i still so desperatl;ey wanna sleep forever. just lay down in the snow and drift away forever. goddess please just kill me now, even jaime is mad at me, jessie doesnt wanna talk to me, i have no one to talk to and i statred to cut again. just fuck this life up the ass. FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK I(T FUCK IT