Aug 07, 2006 14:16
I'm here in the desert, and i gotta say it's nice here,and not just for the fact it's not b.c where i left some serious problems behind.there is always something to do here,there are plenty of clubs restaurants,places to explore and people to meet.there is a pretty fucking cool scene here.Everyday i'm here i feel the old me clawing his way to the surface.gotta hair cut,started putting on make up again and dressing up once more.I feel at peace in knowing that i really have done it, I've escaped a deadly downward fate.
Quote of the day:
"So why did I do it? I could offer a million answers, all false. The truth is that I'm a bad person, but that's going to change, I'm going to change. This is the last of this sort of thing. I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on, going straight and choosing life. I'm looking forward to it already. I'm going to be just like you: the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, three-piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters, getting by, looking ahead, to the day you die."