we're surrounded spiraling
i'm just another BPD statistic.
another one of those 34 percent.
another 1 in 5.
another teen attempt at self medication.
and i'm only fucking myself over.
big time.
...and there's only one way out of it.
25 percent.
but i'm NOT going to become part of THAT percentage.
i've realized a lot about myself these past weeks.
and i've come to admit this shit.
i dont know where i'm going from there...
but its a start.
tomorrow i'm starting college.
i'm leaving a lot of shit behind me as i move foward in this life.
maybe i'll get better.
maybe i'll get worse.
maybe i'll finally get the help i need.
i'm not sure of what i'm doing right now.
or where the fuck i'm going.
or who i even am.
there's an opaque surface in front of me.
so for now....
i have no idea.
another one of those 34 percent.
another 1 in 5.
another teen attempt at self medication.
and i'm only fucking myself over.
big time.
...and there's only one way out of it.
25 percent.
but i'm NOT going to become part of THAT percentage.
i've realized a lot about myself these past weeks.
and i've come to admit this shit.
i dont know where i'm going from there...
but its a start.
tomorrow i'm starting college.
i'm leaving a lot of shit behind me as i move foward in this life.
maybe i'll get better.
maybe i'll get worse.
maybe i'll finally get the help i need.
i'm not sure of what i'm doing right now.
or where the fuck i'm going.
or who i even am.
there's an opaque surface in front of me.
so for now....
i have no idea.