you were wrong for once

[aleeyum]

turns out we're not like you guys. he's not dave, i'm not emyli. atleast dave's love was unconditional, he was your friend no matter what. but if anyone lied, if anyone decieved it was him-- for not understanding. he's your ex boyfriend's little fucking disciple. if this entry is too vague, dont rack your brain in an attempt to figure it out.

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[anonymous]

back to ben. ben, you told maya to kill herself. i want you to think about that long and hard. you told someone to kill themself. you once had a girlfriend, and someone told her to kill herself, and you KNOW- you SAW the effect it had on her. do you have the guts to go up to maya, to her face, and tell her to kill herself? i bet you do. i bet you're so heartless at this point, so nothing, so empty, that you could do that, and mean it with your entire heart. would you feel guilty if maya committed suicide, and wrote in the note, "i did this because ben stoppelman told me to. it is his fault."?? see, cus if you told me to kill myself, and i was at a level where i actually wanted to do that- i would look at that as the perfect opportunity to kill two birds w/ one stone: end my oh so miserable life and spite the shit out of ben stoppelman at the same time. on a separate, but related note: you have put zero effort into repairing the breach that occured a couple weeks ago. even mikki put some effort into it, but you didn't. this shows me that you don't give a shit about the friendship we had. i don't expect you to defend yourself, because i honestly think you believe that... and if you do, then there is no reason for you to say anything in response to that. in fact, if you did, i would probably not look at it all that positively, considering you did one of the most dick things that a guy can do to his friend. i once remember you saying something along the lines of "bro's before ho's." if you claim it is some random hook up retarded horniness thing, which is what i think it is (on YOUR end, at least), then you are an even bigger asshole- to essentially throw away an entire friendship because you want a quick, easy way to extinguish your body of its excess ejaculatory fluids for the day.
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