you were wrong for once
turns out we're not like you guys. he's not dave, i'm not emyli. atleast dave's love was unconditional, he was your friend no matter what. but if anyone lied, if anyone decieved it was him-- for not understanding. he's your ex boyfriend's little fucking disciple. if this entry is too vague, dont rack your brain in an attempt to figure it out.
ben, everything you have written here makes me feel nothing but anger. you have continually and repeatedly proved yourself to be the opposite of a good person, aka, an asshole. seeing your responses here almost makes me think your playing some sort of god-object, some idiotic excuse to flaunt yourself in front of the rest of the digital world. you have absolutely no business in this matter. it is nothing like what you experienced with emily. all you have done is turn max (who i will address in a moment) into your little disciple- yes, that was my line, originally. i'm going to get back to you in a minute, but first let me talk to max-
max- i am sad to say that i am a bit ashamed of you. the way you have handled this matter is downright RETARDED- like an impotent sea lion w/ no eyes. i really wish you would just not listen to any of the words that come out of ben's mouth (by the way ben, if you want people to spell your name right, maybe you should spell "ulterior" right). granted, you're pissed. the girl said something she shouldn't have, i guess it might be rendered as a lie. i know maya really well and i tried to warn you that it would go to a bad place, but you didn't listen... but seriously, yr taking it a bit too hard. i will tell you something very interesting- i had a very similar case w/ maya, a long time ago, when i was a little younger than you, and it could have ended or gone in the direction it is going w/ you and her, but instead we were able to salvage what was good and have what has turned out to be quite a lasting friendship. ask her about it, i wonder if she remembers. maya, remember when i had a crush on you? i know it was a while ago, hehe.
(this is continued in the next responde, LJ wont let me post a 4 thousand and some letter response, oh well... hold please!)
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