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Today has been beautiful day: Sun was shining and the weather was not too cold or too warm. I got some money saved (YAY!) and tooke them to bank. I got couple other things done and took little drive with my Kaarina and listened Vonda Shepard. I smiled the whole day.
Last week I finished my driving school (I could go through it again, it was so much fun!) and I get my longterm licence day before I graduate from highschool (so I'm having party 28.5. first at dad's place, then at mom's and after that me and my friends are gonna go have some fun in Helsinki ;) Hehe)
Then I got another paycheck (from my overtime hours) last week and it was THREE times as much as I expected!! So now I have about 1/5 of the savings I need before I leave this summer :) Oh, and I got this happy lil letter from Aupair office that said I got accepted in the program :) Woohoo! Go me! *crazy dancing*
Now I just have to fill all those forms they gave me and send them back at them and they'll send them to USA. I already see myself sitting on the plane, heading to NY!! That's the biggest city I have ever been (Helsinki ain't that big ya know :P)
Anyway, back to what I wanted to tell ya.. I saw this.. interesting dream last night. I was working on this huge bridge and there was other people working too (I dun know what we did for work, we just were.. working there) and there was huge beautiful waterfall next to the bridge. Anyway, I don't remember exactly what happened next, but after that bit blurry part I remember that suddenly I was in one of my workmates arms (all I can remember of him is that he had dark hair) and I closed my eyes. Then I somehow knew that he was gonna kiss me and he did. I still can remember how that kiss felt and how good it felt someone so close to me... (I wish I knew what that dream means, if it even has deaper meaning..)
It has been so long since someone kissed me (and damn! He surely was a great kisser I have to tell ya ;)) or that there was someone next to me.. and I miss it.. I miss even the lightest touch.. I miss it so much that I can't even tell you.. And I know it sounds stupid.. but that's just me *deep sigh*
But the thing is even if I would find someone (pfffth.. like that would ever happen) I couldn't actually be with him cause I'm leaving this summer and won't be back til after a year.. That would be too painful. So here I am trying to think positively, but it still won't stop me wanting that someone, that feeling.. *another deep sigh*
Anyway, I'm gonna stop writing this and try to bare these 15 minutes that's left of this religion lesson (and try not to fall asleep)
Later
*M
Then I got another paycheck (from my overtime hours) last week and it was THREE times as much as I expected!! So now I have about 1/5 of the savings I need before I leave this summer :) Oh, and I got this happy lil letter from Aupair office that said I got accepted in the program :) Woohoo! Go me! *crazy dancing*
Now I just have to fill all those forms they gave me and send them back at them and they'll send them to USA. I already see myself sitting on the plane, heading to NY!! That's the biggest city I have ever been (Helsinki ain't that big ya know :P)
Anyway, back to what I wanted to tell ya.. I saw this.. interesting dream last night. I was working on this huge bridge and there was other people working too (I dun know what we did for work, we just were.. working there) and there was huge beautiful waterfall next to the bridge. Anyway, I don't remember exactly what happened next, but after that bit blurry part I remember that suddenly I was in one of my workmates arms (all I can remember of him is that he had dark hair) and I closed my eyes. Then I somehow knew that he was gonna kiss me and he did. I still can remember how that kiss felt and how good it felt someone so close to me... (I wish I knew what that dream means, if it even has deaper meaning..)
It has been so long since someone kissed me (and damn! He surely was a great kisser I have to tell ya ;)) or that there was someone next to me.. and I miss it.. I miss even the lightest touch.. I miss it so much that I can't even tell you.. And I know it sounds stupid.. but that's just me *deep sigh*
But the thing is even if I would find someone (pfffth.. like that would ever happen) I couldn't actually be with him cause I'm leaving this summer and won't be back til after a year.. That would be too painful. So here I am trying to think positively, but it still won't stop me wanting that someone, that feeling.. *another deep sigh*
Anyway, I'm gonna stop writing this and try to bare these 15 minutes that's left of this religion lesson (and try not to fall asleep)
Later
*M