ah...angst..."poor me" internet-diary post!
I watched a cartoon with Amber R.
I liked it.
I am sort of bored, sort of annoyed, sort of disappointed, sort of feeling used, sort of always asking to feel like this. I have enough to be grateful for.
I hope I can make it to the Xiu Xiu show tomorrow. I am sort of nervous about driving, anxious about someone not picking up, and sad about life. I hate calling people, but I always do, because I always think, and have always thought he/they would not ever call, so because of this they almost never do, because I always call first. I can probably count the number of times every person that is not business, or work related has ever called me, or returned my phone calls.
I am just a socially retarded freak I guess.
Alecia
p.s. feeling left out is a lame feeling, especially when you tell yourself you wouldn't have gone anyway, which is pretty much true.
I liked it.
I am sort of bored, sort of annoyed, sort of disappointed, sort of feeling used, sort of always asking to feel like this. I have enough to be grateful for.
I hope I can make it to the Xiu Xiu show tomorrow. I am sort of nervous about driving, anxious about someone not picking up, and sad about life. I hate calling people, but I always do, because I always think, and have always thought he/they would not ever call, so because of this they almost never do, because I always call first. I can probably count the number of times every person that is not business, or work related has ever called me, or returned my phone calls.
I am just a socially retarded freak I guess.
Alecia
p.s. feeling left out is a lame feeling, especially when you tell yourself you wouldn't have gone anyway, which is pretty much true.