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I currently feel like a dumb ass still writing in this, but whatever.
everyone else is doing homework while i sit in my room and look up shit on line, and then i just sit here. wondering and thinking what could have been if only i did that much better? what if i took that much more time to study or do an assignment, instead of just thinking i know i am not going to understand it, why keep trying?
what if?
life is weird how it likes to work its ways. so far this yr, and its only 7 days into this yr. im not 'digging' it too much. i already told myself, january 1st that this yr will probley be the 2nd worst yr of my life. great out look huh?
i have so much on my mind, and going on in life, i dont even know where to start to think about what to do for the day, or what to think?
almost 5 years of my fathers passing.
where has the time gone?
i love you
everyone else is doing homework while i sit in my room and look up shit on line, and then i just sit here. wondering and thinking what could have been if only i did that much better? what if i took that much more time to study or do an assignment, instead of just thinking i know i am not going to understand it, why keep trying?
what if?
life is weird how it likes to work its ways. so far this yr, and its only 7 days into this yr. im not 'digging' it too much. i already told myself, january 1st that this yr will probley be the 2nd worst yr of my life. great out look huh?
i have so much on my mind, and going on in life, i dont even know where to start to think about what to do for the day, or what to think?
almost 5 years of my fathers passing.
where has the time gone?
i love you