Oct 16, 2003 12:58
It's nice to feel alive again, even if you've found the world around you has stopped.
Someone gave me advice yesterday.. they said that I really do have the free-time, and to enjoy this next month.. because it's all I've got left.
I'd like to thrift shop this weekend, with my remaining low ammounts of money.
I'd like to get a part time job, but I think my past failures in the dept restrict me from seriously looking.
Alot of friends want to make rash decisons, I suppose more power to them.
I find that it always feels like someone is lying about something, and the annoying part about their secrets, is that I know they lack the importance to be secrets.
I see this ship sinking, and we'll all grab out salvation rafts and float off, sorta away from eachother, there will no longer be just one vessel.
Yes, and everything is over as quick as it started.
Writing songs soon, I need it, I feel more awake and creative and intelligent again recently... It's time for action.
And.. I've had a very nice few sleeps..
And.. I appreciate your generousity.
Ja Ne'.