as if you could hear the chains grinding..
After the warm decline of the weekend, I've found myself slipping into bitterness. I feel very uncontrolled, angry, abrasive, and reclusive. I don't know.. nothing has been right recently, and there isn't quite an end in sight, not from where I'm sitting now. And while I try to take comforts in the eases of my own life, the things that do go right.. I find myself still feeling a little overwhelmed by the general vibe of things being unbalanced...
I know I am consitantly vague, and more the type to just shoot of my mood, and not go into the reasons, and honestly, I'm not sure how to go into the reasons that the present can be so upsetting right now, without telling 101 stories about the past. I think I just want today to be over.. so that I can start a new day, and let it be it's own.
I have more conclusions I've come to, to post about.. but now isn't the time....
I know I am consitantly vague, and more the type to just shoot of my mood, and not go into the reasons, and honestly, I'm not sure how to go into the reasons that the present can be so upsetting right now, without telling 101 stories about the past. I think I just want today to be over.. so that I can start a new day, and let it be it's own.
I have more conclusions I've come to, to post about.. but now isn't the time....