I hate it when i can not sleep!
Its almost 2am, and I am completly wide awake! I have been laying in bed trying to convince myself that I am tired, but it is not working!
I have so many things on my mind, I have been recommended for my very first official qualification as an Air Traffic controller tomorrow and i don't know if it is just nerves but my head is constantly going over all of the info i have to know, plus i have to be monitored by my chief. I am NERVOUS!!
I have met someone, but am not going to say anything else about him. Everytime i do i jinx it! or at least it seems that way!
My family is constantly on my mind, I am just waiting to hear something is going wrong! To many things have been going well, and it is my typical thinking that something has to happen!
and i can not stop thinking about all of the wrong decisions i have ever made! What is up with this! It seems that every time i stop and relax all these thoughts come back and are haunting me!!! Ugh!! I don't know how to deal with them but i am ready for them to disapear!!!
Oh well, i am going to try and go back to sleep, maybe this time the body will actually listen!
I have so many things on my mind, I have been recommended for my very first official qualification as an Air Traffic controller tomorrow and i don't know if it is just nerves but my head is constantly going over all of the info i have to know, plus i have to be monitored by my chief. I am NERVOUS!!
I have met someone, but am not going to say anything else about him. Everytime i do i jinx it! or at least it seems that way!
My family is constantly on my mind, I am just waiting to hear something is going wrong! To many things have been going well, and it is my typical thinking that something has to happen!
and i can not stop thinking about all of the wrong decisions i have ever made! What is up with this! It seems that every time i stop and relax all these thoughts come back and are haunting me!!! Ugh!! I don't know how to deal with them but i am ready for them to disapear!!!
Oh well, i am going to try and go back to sleep, maybe this time the body will actually listen!