I am soooooooooo happy!!
It has been such a long time since i just smile at the thought of a guy, but every time i think about him i am grinning!! I am giddy inside when i am around him, and he makes me feel so good! I love going to see him, i love how he kisses me as soon as i walk in the door, i love the way we fit together when we hold each other! I just love the way i feel when we are together, and yet scarred shitless at the same time that something is going to happen, that is out of my control! I want this to work out but i am trying to keep up my gaurd i don't want to be hurt again. But for him i would risk it! I am meeting his son this weekend and am nervous but can not wait to see him and his son together. I am so happy!!!!!!!!!