Apr 17, 2005 22:32
grrr..fucking bittersweet weekend. you have no idea. and i cried every single day of it, and each time it was a different emotion..i learned something new every single day of it too. and today it went from raging sad to semi happy to angry at myself...i seriously hated myself today..i never thought id be capable of these emotions but thats what i get right? im not going to linger on it here on my lj
*so neway! i cut my hurr! and i spent friday with brittany, all sat with erika lagi viv brittany empera andrea clarissa selene and alexia, and sunday i finally got to see my beau again (this was the first weekend we didnt spend sat or fri together since feb5) i got 2 hrs of sleep last night, and well its 11 today on a school night :(
i still feel so bad....i cant help this feeling...it sucks