UPDATE
ok so i think its time for an update..
-- School is w.eeeee im only taking eithics so i guess its slack. I shouldve taken a break but i didnt so there. I'm finally going to do study abroad.. I leave to Italy the 6th of January if everything goes as planned. Im praying it all works out
-- Friends are AWESOME.. im really glad me and ale are friends again thanks to her i go out every weekend which let me tell you i need. I don't dwell too much, because im never home. :] i miss my cousin like CRAZY im used to talking to her and telling her all the crap thats going on. Thankfully though she comes back in a month.
-- Work is going good, im finally geting used to it. Yay! im always busy which makes the time pass pretty fast. So thats always good. But yeahh its ok .
-- Boys as you very well know SUCK for me right now. I'm pretty At peace with the whole "bestfriend-choosing-someone-over-me-thing" I'm going to miss him like crazy, because he was present at every life-changing event in my adolescent life, except my graduation. He was my friend above all else, so that part sucks, but as for my feelings for him, i dont really know what i was thinking, we can't even be friends without fighting, how would we have handled a relationship.. i dont know.. I know that he hurt me, and i forgive that. But the lieing, and the being shady im completely done with. I think the difference between now and every other time we've fought is that im not willing to work it out anymore. I never thought that we would stop being friends because i was always willing to work it out.. But not anymore.im just tired. And you know maybe we arent meant to be friends, its no ones fault i guess, things just happen..idk.
Yay! and i leave on my cruise in like 4 weeeeeeeeeks
-- ok bye ! i have to get ready for school
-- School is w.eeeee im only taking eithics so i guess its slack. I shouldve taken a break but i didnt so there. I'm finally going to do study abroad.. I leave to Italy the 6th of January if everything goes as planned. Im praying it all works out
-- Friends are AWESOME.. im really glad me and ale are friends again thanks to her i go out every weekend which let me tell you i need. I don't dwell too much, because im never home. :] i miss my cousin like CRAZY im used to talking to her and telling her all the crap thats going on. Thankfully though she comes back in a month.
-- Work is going good, im finally geting used to it. Yay! im always busy which makes the time pass pretty fast. So thats always good. But yeahh its ok .
-- Boys as you very well know SUCK for me right now. I'm pretty At peace with the whole "bestfriend-choosing-someone-over-me-thing" I'm going to miss him like crazy, because he was present at every life-changing event in my adolescent life, except my graduation. He was my friend above all else, so that part sucks, but as for my feelings for him, i dont really know what i was thinking, we can't even be friends without fighting, how would we have handled a relationship.. i dont know.. I know that he hurt me, and i forgive that. But the lieing, and the being shady im completely done with. I think the difference between now and every other time we've fought is that im not willing to work it out anymore. I never thought that we would stop being friends because i was always willing to work it out.. But not anymore.im just tired. And you know maybe we arent meant to be friends, its no ones fault i guess, things just happen..idk.
Yay! and i leave on my cruise in like 4 weeeeeeeeeks
-- ok bye ! i have to get ready for school