Steamrolled
As many of you know I dropped out of the Social Scene awhile back. I didn't return phone calls, I didn't go out, I didn't do anything that involved being social. As I have gotten back into the so called social scene I now realise why I dropped out. The hurt, the drama, the tipy ass toeing around everybodies fucking feelings is just too much for me. I got news for all of you. If you don't like me, the things that comes out of my mouth or the people I choose to associate myself with then do me a favor reply and let me know so, That I can be sure as to not worry with you any longer. This Shit of not answering the phone, or acting shady when I do see you, or lying to me when I know your fucking lying has got to fucking stop. I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS WHO YOU ARE WITH OR WHAT YOU ARE DOING. If I don't wanna hang out with someone I wont. Believe me. And I have good reason for it just ask me. dont play this ignore me game. And this is not directed at one person either. So don't think it is. I know that I am a busy ass person. I work alot, SORRY. But my bills are important. I try my damnest to find the time to hang out with every single friend that I have. Some more than others but hey I only got so much time. I even risked my job so that I could spend time with some of you, but I dont see no appreciation for none of that. All I ask is for a call back when I call you, Or shit the phone works both ways call or text me. If I can't answer I will hit your ass back up as soon as I can I promise on that. I am just sick and fucking tired of feeling Steam Rolled. I feel like there is something up amongst yall that yall aint telling me. And if yall don't know by now just fucking tell me what it is. If yall dont wanna hang anymore then Fucking say so. But Don't fucking make me feel steam rolled. Because I'm almost to the point of dropping out of the socail scene again. My nerves and feelings just wont take all this shit anymore. This shit is nuts. I wanna hang and all that but damn this isn't fucking highschool why can't we all act like mature people and stop playing all these fucking games?