i'll wash my bloody hands.
god i miss him so much lately. i don't know why. i havent missed him like this since...i don't even know when. everything is making me think of him and everything is making me miss hm more.
i hate being a girl.
i hate my mom.
i'm gonna marry him someday :/
wish they understood.
i miss laura. i miss jessica.
i was so fucking close to the end. dammit.
i got sunburnt.
like my horses?
-- r