Apr 12, 2005 00:44
late, fan, carrie and me. I cleaned my room, i want to sleep, and not have any obligations for just a minute. tonight, tonight tonight tonight, it was all talk and then action, it was being outside myself for a while, and looking in, or standing still and letting it all pass by. you know we all know. every person knows what they want in their hearts. what is it that you were waiting on? if your instinct was wrong well then it was an honest mistake.
im going to take a nap with my sweet loving carrie. tommorow is a big day. m.j called me to ask if i was home, i didnt even tell him i was coming to the funeral. it happens like that...it casuses our sublime depression. i had a thought tonight that soon we will reach the breakpoint, the wonderful respect, i have used him as a platform long enough.
The truth of the matter is, I am so happy and 2005 has roccked my socks. I have wonderful friends and life has been elating me everyday with new buds and pains and grooves that i have been enjoying so much. thanks you all for the ride.
mE