Mar 31, 2005 23:56
And so it is, the shorter story, no love no glory, no hero in her sky.
And so it is, just like you said it would be, both forget the breeze (most of the time) I sort of forced the goodbye but the door was stuck and won't move.
Its midnight (ah again) and I did so much stuff today but well you know, nothing at all. I believe I have put myself in a terrible state of underestimation, I was doing so well in just being my own source of inspiration. I led everyone to believe that I am fiercely independent, self sufficent, and capable in everyway. As it turns out, I'm not so much, it's really me just dragging my blanket around blindly.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My friend from Asheville just sent me an email saying he was moving back!!! I have no friends from home here-every single one of them has moved back (thanks tristen, leanne, susan, mamie, luke, natalya, john).
A little interjection there but I was just a little frustrated, I would move back too but it would be in vain. Well alright this night is just about shot. I think I have peppermint iced tea with my name on it, theres so much more to say but im going to spare a little mercy, there is only so much that I can take.
Oh, and I'm sorry I made you feel bad, trust me, I feel worse.