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Apr 23, 2006 10:08

i feel nowadays that i can relate to descartes notion of the 'evil demon' which tries to deceive him into believing things are not part of reality. i can't bring myself to believe that this is something external, but rather just some error within my mental framework. just like when you're driving your car and you hear some weird noises coming out ( Read more... )

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aldeprivate April 24 2006, 01:14:15 UTC
it's so hard...i mean i know exactly what you're saying, and i've done it before. but constantly thinking the opposite of how i feel is wearing me down, hard.

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aldeprivate April 26 2006, 17:13:45 UTC
none of that stuff works, amanda..not temporarily or long term. all the drugs do is distract you, and therapy...well they either make up fancy names for how you're feeling and that's just another form of distraction, or they prescribe you more drugs..so i agree with you, all there is left is the mind.

its just a matter of whether the mind is up to doing what it knows is right, and learning from what it knows is wrong.

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aldeprivate April 27 2006, 18:11:06 UTC
if i was criticizing anyone, i was including myself. i know what i'm doing is wrong, but you're right..it's a way of coping with this fucked beyond belief world. the only difference is i'm looking for something that won't distract me, but maybe even help us transcend the need for weed or therapy or whatever yknow? i know you do.

ps. my family is good, the bombing was really far away from where my people are, still it was a fucking tragedy. i have my own theories as to who did it, but in all honesty we'll never really know. democracy certainly had nothing to do with what happened, i suspect it was quite the opposite.

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