Sep 30, 2010 12:00
My lovely little cat, Fiona, died last night. She was only four.
We think she was stung by a scorpion. I, of course, had no clue what was illing her, and so did not call a vet, thinking she would hold out until the morning. Now I am the one mourning.
BB is seventeen, and is still going strong. I don't know if he wonders why I have been crying since I got up, or why I have been hugging him much more often than usual. He's old, crotchety, and about as bright as a forty-watt bulb in full daylight. But, he is a lover kitty, at least to me. Heck, I've raised him since he was a kitten.
I know I will eventually stop crying when I think of Fiona, and move on with life. But for now, it's too goddamn painful to consider such a time. I miss her. I miss her lots. At least she is with Morgana.
I loved her, and I miss her. RIP, Fiona. May you never know pain and find all the baskets of warm laundry you would ever want. I'll take the pain now.