Oct 02, 2005 22:03
it's been one week since you looked at me
dropped your arms to your sides and said i'm sorry
five days since i laughed at you and said
you just did just what i thought you were gonna do
three days since the living room
we realized we're both to blame, but what could we do?
yesterday you just smiled at me
cause it'll still be two days till we say we're sorry
so true. so true. blahhhhhhhhhhh.
i stole this outta britt's info:
"Take it or leave it." Where the words you chose over mine. So much reminds me of you and I miss your smile.
10:01 and this night is gone.
I spent it ill while the world moves on.
If time alone were the brush that paints with solace and misfortunate, my life would be a work of art.
And I've seen this all before.
Things shouldn't have gone this far.
We shouldn't have gotten so close.
But what made me believe?
Was it the girl who made her forget all he's know.
Every time he looked into her eyes.
Or was it the boy who decided to give up his heart, and run away.
Today is gone, tomorrow is mine but I'm still alone.
Bleeding out so much more, spilling blood since you've left.
If I had a second chance id live a life waiting to death.
So I walk to the store.
I spent a buck fifty in quarters to buy the ring you said you liked, cause I'm thinking of you now.
Now I drive to the coast.
The place where I drown all my fears.
Let the water set me free. I'm screaming can you hear?
Or is this the end of everything I loved?
Are we destined for more?
Why can't you look me in the eyes and tell me what you want to.
I know you want to so bad! But I've seen this all before.
Things shouldn't have gone this far.
We shouldn't have gotten so close.
What made me believe?
It was you who made me forget all that I've known.
Every time I looked into your eyes.
And it was me who decided to give up my heart and run away.
Today is gone, tomorrow is mine, but I'm still alone.
so today i got a lovely prank phone call.
i'm not sure who it was from. but what ever.
it was something along the lines of:
who ever called- hi is sarah there.
me- this is her.
who ever called- sarah, stop fucking talking to brian.
he doesn't like you.he doesn't want anything
to do with you. its him and courtney now.its
like you never existed. because he doesn't
give a shit about you. if you ever talk to
brian again, i will seriously come hunt you
down and beat the shit our of you myself.
your a fucking nasty fat ass ugly bitch. who
is a worthless piece of shit trying to fuck
up everything for everyone. no one likes
you. no one will ever like you, go cut your
wrists. better yet. go hang yourself in your
backyard.
me - okay this is really out of control.
who ever called- the only thing that is out of control is
you. you fucked it up you. you knew the
entire time that brian had a girlfriend
but you came on to him and made him do
things he didn't want to do. your a fucking
cunt. a nasty whore. you probably have so
many fucking diesease you slut.
me - alright. think what you want. i don't want to deal with
this anymore. bye.
blah.. fuck you.