Apr 07, 2007 22:03
"Ok...So you think I could be "alittle nicer"....well..(ahem)...Fuck you!."
"If you want me to be nicer, then your much to late darling...I am not that person anymore...
he's gone....I killed him...no regrets..."
"I tried the whole nice guy thing for along time, and ya know what...its bullshit...it gets you nowhere...so I ask you this...Is that what you really believe?....is that what you really want?....I suggest you do some serious thinking on that...because the bullshit you've been spouting all night is just some recycled garbage that sounds pleasing to ear, but its about as meaningful as the tissue you wipe your ass with."
Ya know...I had an experience friday night that made me question this whole, "trying to be more open and emotional thing" I have been trying here the past few months. maybe I should just go back to being me...but wouldn't that be giving up....ugh...not sure yet...both have their benefits....both have their downsides as well....I'ma need to think on it awhile