A New Beginning
Last night it came as a picture
with a good reason, a warning sign
this place is void of all passion
if you can imagine it's easy if you try
believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
this time where are you Houston
is somebody out there, will somebody listen
Should I go back, should I go back, should I
I feel alone and tired
should I go back, should I go back, should I
I hope I won't forget you
My head is made up of memories
most of them useless delusions
this room is bored of rehearsal
and sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much
Should I go back, should I go back, should I
I feel alone and tired
should I go back, should I go back, should I
this time I don't want to....
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
This sums up alot when put into context.
This is my first entry in months, I have been dealing with some things, but I believe I'm done with them now.
I honestly feel pretty good now.
its like coming out of a poisonious swamp and knowing that green fields are just through the brush.
like things may finally be looking up for me
though I didn't make through unscathed...I made it through, both losing, and gaining things in the end.
Some things are not the way I would like them, but if that's not my destiny than so be it...push on.