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I'm still here. I'm not dead. I don't remember when my last update was. For a long time I kinda felt like there was really no point to it. I'm not a very exciting person, nor are the events that take place in my life (for the most part).
My life has changed so much in the past 6 months or so. I can honestly say that both my physical appearance and personality (or at least the personality I show the world) are almost entirely unrecognizable
I have friends now, but I'm careful, very careful. Its a good Idea not to trust anybody to much.
My house tried to burn down about two weeks ago. Since then I have been relying on these new "friends" for a place to sleep at night. I've got about 4 more weeks of it to get through.
The past couple of days have been a little depressing for me. Case and point....I miss home...I miss having a place to go at the end of the day that I can relax. I can't relax being someones house guest. I have always been a very shy person. So when I stay at someone else's house, I feel like an annoyance, like an imposer, like an unwanted guest who's presence is nothing more than the result of an act of courtesy.
Don't get me wrong...I'm grateful, very grateful, my gratitude has nothing to do with my feelings in this.
My life has changed so much in the past 6 months or so. I can honestly say that both my physical appearance and personality (or at least the personality I show the world) are almost entirely unrecognizable
I have friends now, but I'm careful, very careful. Its a good Idea not to trust anybody to much.
My house tried to burn down about two weeks ago. Since then I have been relying on these new "friends" for a place to sleep at night. I've got about 4 more weeks of it to get through.
The past couple of days have been a little depressing for me. Case and point....I miss home...I miss having a place to go at the end of the day that I can relax. I can't relax being someones house guest. I have always been a very shy person. So when I stay at someone else's house, I feel like an annoyance, like an imposer, like an unwanted guest who's presence is nothing more than the result of an act of courtesy.
Don't get me wrong...I'm grateful, very grateful, my gratitude has nothing to do with my feelings in this.