Out with a Bang
Well we are planning another big paintball game this weekend, which looks like it will be my last for some time because of finances. This of course suck, but there's really nothing I can do about it right now, so I am going to enjoy myself as much as possible this weekend, I'ma shoot hard and fast at every thing that moves with no reserve.
I still need a job, but i find myself at odds with myself concerning this. I would like to get my MCSA before I get a job, but now that I'm working as an intern that leaves no time for study, and frankly...I am so fucking tired of studying for some fucking test I can't even stand recreational reading right now. Also I worry about going out and trying to find a job because of lack of experience. By working this internship I am getting some valuable hands on knowledge, but I'm also finding out just how much I don't know and that scares me, I don't wanna get out in the field with a job I don't know how to do and then get fired for that.
I hope I got a good tax return Soon!, that would really bale me out of this situation for a bit longer any way.
Even with all these money related problems I still gotta squeeze one last game in ya know...go out with a bang
I still need a job, but i find myself at odds with myself concerning this. I would like to get my MCSA before I get a job, but now that I'm working as an intern that leaves no time for study, and frankly...I am so fucking tired of studying for some fucking test I can't even stand recreational reading right now. Also I worry about going out and trying to find a job because of lack of experience. By working this internship I am getting some valuable hands on knowledge, but I'm also finding out just how much I don't know and that scares me, I don't wanna get out in the field with a job I don't know how to do and then get fired for that.
I hope I got a good tax return Soon!, that would really bale me out of this situation for a bit longer any way.
Even with all these money related problems I still gotta squeeze one last game in ya know...go out with a bang