.071 [sixth voice post:]
I don't belong here. Sorry, Soma. No, no. I did what I could. I got her out when I could, she's safer with him. She told me... She'll be safer- shut up. I need to go back.
Despite everything done, someone still died. We can't protect everyone, we can't-
I have my own family to protect. I should be there. She was ... She was only a little girl. We couldn't even save- like Nina. Nina... we couldn't-
Only human- No, I am... I-
I was supposed to fix her. Make everything better, and I couldn't- she died, and it was... It was all my fault. If I had been smarter, if I was there sooner... Nina. Yes, I hear you. You're right. No, you're right. I have to protect her. No, Al-
I have to fix her. Al. I have to fix Al... We can- we can, it was my mistake... I should pay for it. I should be here, not him. He shouldn't be here, he shouldn't.... No, we can't- couldn't fix Nina, but I can... I can fix him. It won't- it won't be like mom... I can do this, this time I can- for- I will, for... Al...
[There's a pause, as if he's unsure what to say next. And two gun shots can be heard going off in the background.]
Shit-
I have to go... Yes, We ... Have to go home.
[ooc: This was obviously meant to be posted -before- Alle's entry. Strikes in the first paragraph are 'viewable' to Soma, only. Can be hacked, unless you're Alle. Otherwise, strikes = whispered, small = mumbled. Ed started thinking Miliena = Nina, and then went off on some mental tangent that he needs to fix Al, like he needed to fix Nina. He's talking to the voice in the post, and referring to the voice when he says 'we'. He'll totally deny all of it later. The gunshots are Alle shooting Lyle, since at this point he's still in CB. Now he's going to come home and lock everyone in, there instead.]
Despite everything done, someone still died. We can't protect everyone, we can't-
I have my own family to protect. I should be there. She was ... She was only a little girl. We couldn't even save- like Nina. Nina... we couldn't-
Only human- No, I am... I-
I was supposed to fix her. Make everything better, and I couldn't- she died, and it was... It was all my fault. If I had been smarter, if I was there sooner... Nina. Yes, I hear you. You're right. No, you're right. I have to protect her. No, Al-
I have to fix her. Al. I have to fix Al... We can- we can, it was my mistake... I should pay for it. I should be here, not him. He shouldn't be here, he shouldn't.... No, we can't- couldn't fix Nina, but I can... I can fix him. It won't- it won't be like mom... I can do this, this time I can- for- I will, for... Al...
[There's a pause, as if he's unsure what to say next. And two gun shots can be heard going off in the background.]
Shit-
I have to go... Yes, We ... Have to go home.
[ooc: This was obviously meant to be posted -before- Alle's entry. Strikes in the first paragraph are 'viewable' to Soma, only. Can be hacked, unless you're Alle. Otherwise, strikes = whispered, small = mumbled. Ed started thinking Miliena = Nina, and then went off on some mental tangent that he needs to fix Al, like he needed to fix Nina. He's talking to the voice in the post, and referring to the voice when he says 'we'. He'll totally deny all of it later. The gunshots are Alle shooting Lyle, since at this point he's still in CB. Now he's going to come home and lock everyone in, there instead.]