It was you who save me.
All along, I wanted attention from you. Now looking back, that's how childish i was.
Thank you saras for talking to me last night. I didnt know what to do with my life. I don know how to handle.
I don know what I really want. But now i do. I wanted us to be like before. Before my grandma passed away.
I know despite apologising.. I still make the same mistakes. This inturn, resulted me being disconnected and drifted away from everyone.
Everyday, brought a sad and gloomy face to work. I shouldnt behave like this. Many times i wanted to cry cos him. I got depressed ever since her sudden death. It was him who pulled me out of my depression. It was him who helped me with my work. It was him who cared and taught me all the things. But I don know why we became like that.
I don dare ask for you to return your feelings. I just want to request..if only we can good like before. like brother and sister.
I really wish you wont ignore me.