[VID] (un)certainty - S6 Finale; House/Cuddy

[lissie_pissie]

This is harder to release than most, not because I'm not ready to let it go, but because it's still sinking in, all of it, so it's like I almost I don't even fully get it, like I don't know what quite to write in any of these spaces. I suppose it's okay, since I feel like this video can speak for itself (I'll do some commentary anyway), but god.

Comments

[januarynineteen]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. I AM *SO* GLAD I WENT HOME IN BETWEEN FINALS. MY HEART IS POUNDING SO HEART RN, I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED THIS. OKAY, DEEP BREATHS. I NEED TO PEE FIRST. BRB.

[januarynineteen]

Okay, real comment. Sometimes I just love your commentary more than your videos, and I mean, I love your videos like Cuddy loves House (I love that we can just say this now; it is fact.) so that's really saying something. So please don't get me wrong, I'm in love with the video but reading the commentary is what makes everything fall into place. I hadn't heard this song before so the lyrics were a surprise and then seeing and hearing how you link them to House and Cuddy, it yanks at my heartstrings like nothing in the world can. I was probably most moved by Cuddy's "I don't love you," and the buildup of the drums leading you into the instrumental part there. The whole segment that follows makes me want to tear my hair out.

1:56 - "there is so much we don't know..." I can't even. I can't even. Because they do know love, they've had it for years, but they don't know that love, the love that they're seeing. There is so much more for them to know. I could cry

[lissie_pissie]

I know what you mean. ♥ (I LOVE THAT WE CAN SAY THAT BEAUTIFUL FACT AS WELL). I'm glad you love the commentary because it's probably my least favorite part, I always sort of dread it because verbalizing things that are huge to me is not one of my strong suits (hence the editing

[januarynineteen]

OK, sad about the song :( but people do tend to find such noises on tracks sort of idk, charming, right? It didn't distract me as much the second (third, fourth, fifth, sixth, ...) time around so. :)

Also, OMG GO TO BED. What is it, like 6 in the morning there by now?

[lissie_pissie]

YES, IT IS 6:38 AND I WAS HONESTLY GOING TO GO TO BED RIGHT AFTER I POSTED THIS BUT THEN THERE WAS A NEW CUATRO INTERVIEW WITH LISA AND IT WAS 25 MINUTES LONG BUT I COULDN'T SHUT IT OFF BECAUSE SHE WAS SO DAMN ADORABLE AND SPEAKIN SPANISH IN MY FACE AND STUFF. AND NOW IT'S HER BIRTHDAY SO I FEEL THE NEED TO MAKE MOAR STUFF. Going now for real though (I think. You never know). ♥ And I hope they do find the crackles charming! ♥

[januarynineteen]

omg, lol adfsjkghdfkg. I just checked back here because this is the quickest way to get to rewatch (shut up, I really love it) and I just noticed I actually said "my heart is pounding so heart" and I'm dying of lol at how utterly illiterate your videos render me.