(no subject)
i suppose i haven't updated in forever. i'm in guidance at school right now. yay vtunnel! today has been excrutiatingly slow. my dad made me come because i have a ridiculous amount of tardies. i've already served two detentions and i just got a slip today for another one. oh well. i've been home a couple times since i got my license, always a good time. a lot of drugs, you know. my ultimate goal is to be fucked up most of the time, but my grades are improving. it's weird.
work is lame now. i mean, i still like my job. but doug quit, and erica never gets hours because paul's fucking the new manager. laurie. she's just changing a ton of shit and she's a cunt. so i don't like her. oh well. marlene got fired, so i get my sunday hours indefinitely. i think, if laurie gives me the right days off, i am going to come home christmas night through thursday or friday, we'll see.
i don't talk to my parents at all anymore. it's alright. i'm never home. i go to school, i work five or six days a week, and then i do something with caitlin or zack. something means we eat or smoke, or both. usually both.
uncle jerry is having a christmas party i think. i dunno if shae even reads lj anymore, but you're invited. it's not until the sixteenth or so. i am so in the mood for mini cheesecakes.
iiii don't know what i want to major in anymore. i say this all the time. but fuck college. not really, but i just wish i had a clue as to how i'm going to pay for whatever the fuck i'm doing. i want a massive road trip. but shane beat me to thatidea. shae and mike might do something rad, too. so we'll see. pretty far off in the future.
i am wondering how i'm almost steadily losing weight when the only thing i ever do is smoke and eat. but i've received several comments on it, so what the hell. i'll roll with it.
my computer is basically worthless now. my dad installed some new security shit, and i can't upload pictures or download music or hear music on myspace or watch videos or anything worth doing on the computer. so i feel all left behind with music. i need to start buying, but it is SO EXPENSIVE. especially since i like to get whole discographies at once. oh well. is today the official first day of winter? that'd be wack. we've had some delightful weather. monday we finally had a snowday so caitlin and ryan and i went sledding on 46. it's just a big empty lot with huge dirt piles. good times.
counselors are talking to me, peace
work is lame now. i mean, i still like my job. but doug quit, and erica never gets hours because paul's fucking the new manager. laurie. she's just changing a ton of shit and she's a cunt. so i don't like her. oh well. marlene got fired, so i get my sunday hours indefinitely. i think, if laurie gives me the right days off, i am going to come home christmas night through thursday or friday, we'll see.
i don't talk to my parents at all anymore. it's alright. i'm never home. i go to school, i work five or six days a week, and then i do something with caitlin or zack. something means we eat or smoke, or both. usually both.
uncle jerry is having a christmas party i think. i dunno if shae even reads lj anymore, but you're invited. it's not until the sixteenth or so. i am so in the mood for mini cheesecakes.
iiii don't know what i want to major in anymore. i say this all the time. but fuck college. not really, but i just wish i had a clue as to how i'm going to pay for whatever the fuck i'm doing. i want a massive road trip. but shane beat me to thatidea. shae and mike might do something rad, too. so we'll see. pretty far off in the future.
i am wondering how i'm almost steadily losing weight when the only thing i ever do is smoke and eat. but i've received several comments on it, so what the hell. i'll roll with it.
my computer is basically worthless now. my dad installed some new security shit, and i can't upload pictures or download music or hear music on myspace or watch videos or anything worth doing on the computer. so i feel all left behind with music. i need to start buying, but it is SO EXPENSIVE. especially since i like to get whole discographies at once. oh well. is today the official first day of winter? that'd be wack. we've had some delightful weather. monday we finally had a snowday so caitlin and ryan and i went sledding on 46. it's just a big empty lot with huge dirt piles. good times.
counselors are talking to me, peace