of school and more school....
with two more weeks left to the start of the new academic year, i'm kinda lost. half of me cant wait for the new term to begin so i can go attend lectures with my frens, get busy with all the assignments and projects all over again, to get that kinda adrenaline rush back once more. the other half of me am not so sure of the upcoming expectations of the new academic year. dunno what to expect, dunno if i can handle all the work, juggling sch work and other club committments, dunno if i can handle all the additional stress and competition that would inevitably be present within the cohort.
was reading the emails sent out by my course manager, in the hope of preparing us for entering second year. he made things sounds so complicated and the workload so heavy that everyone now is kinda freaked out by it. there's this heavy cloud looming over our heads, with plenty of uncertainities in the upcoming academic year.
and sad to say, i think i've returned all my year1 work to my lecturers in the past two months worth of holidays. i've been bitten by the travelling bug and cant wait for next year to go travelling with my friends again. so that explains why i'm not really in the mood to be returning back to school. watching my brother study for his upcoming exams in july is not proving to be a sufficient motivation force for me to pull out my anatomy and physiology text and start to remember all those that i've studied. all the muscles sound foreign to me now. and that spells doom for me should i begin my term that way.
two more weeks. i think i should be able to muster up enough motivation to pull out those notes and texts soon, admist all the work i've got to do and clear before the school term begins, so they wouldn't be in the way of my new term!
channeling all my effort and time into school, studies and work committments may be a good enough painkiller to numb all other pain. the best would be for me to be so tired at the end of the day that i just fall straight into bed, without time to myself to think about other stuff.
am sitting in the school's com lab now, waiting for the next meeting to begin at 1500hrs. think they will not be starting on time either way. it's always the case. shall go down to the canteen to grab sth to eat.
have a good week everyone! =) the weekend would soon be here!
was reading the emails sent out by my course manager, in the hope of preparing us for entering second year. he made things sounds so complicated and the workload so heavy that everyone now is kinda freaked out by it. there's this heavy cloud looming over our heads, with plenty of uncertainities in the upcoming academic year.
and sad to say, i think i've returned all my year1 work to my lecturers in the past two months worth of holidays. i've been bitten by the travelling bug and cant wait for next year to go travelling with my friends again. so that explains why i'm not really in the mood to be returning back to school. watching my brother study for his upcoming exams in july is not proving to be a sufficient motivation force for me to pull out my anatomy and physiology text and start to remember all those that i've studied. all the muscles sound foreign to me now. and that spells doom for me should i begin my term that way.
two more weeks. i think i should be able to muster up enough motivation to pull out those notes and texts soon, admist all the work i've got to do and clear before the school term begins, so they wouldn't be in the way of my new term!
channeling all my effort and time into school, studies and work committments may be a good enough painkiller to numb all other pain. the best would be for me to be so tired at the end of the day that i just fall straight into bed, without time to myself to think about other stuff.
am sitting in the school's com lab now, waiting for the next meeting to begin at 1500hrs. think they will not be starting on time either way. it's always the case. shall go down to the canteen to grab sth to eat.
have a good week everyone! =) the weekend would soon be here!