Oct 23, 2012 01:14
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I lost you both at just about the same time. One, forever. He has his new life and it's a life he's always preferred. You, to children and a husband you love more than ... more than me. He is gone for good. You, we are forever friends. Soulmates. Most intimate friends. But you have dreams and to worry too much about my emotions as more than a friend is too much for you. But you will have to forgive my heartbreak. He has his job, his girlfriend, his life. You have your children, your husband, your dreams, your life. Forgive me if sometimes I break down into tears.
[plot] new mexico,
[fandom] ncis: paris to serbia,
[who] liz jackson,
[plot] new mexico: journals,
[fandom] ncis: ny verse