Grumble, grumble.
General bad mood getting worse, resentment of all other living beings is increasing. Headaches and interrupted sleep are not helping. Just got more assignments tossed onto my plate, too, and must figure out a way to pack all of my stuff without suitcases (which my mother forgot to mail me after I asked her to). My aggression is probably getting out of control. Should hopefully be 'better' by Friday, or at least after I finish this last paper for my Women's Studies course. I'm not stressing out at all about my Holocaust final, which... I shouldn't be, because I anticipate it to be the easiest thing to handle since tying my own shoelaces.
Still - going out of my head with pent up rage. Not fun. Trying not to lash out at other people has resulted in crackulous dreams of carnage and devastation, which is, uh, interesting. Maybe going to see Company will make me feel less annoyed; if not, getting everything packed on Friday and attending sabbath dinner in Philly probably will. If that fails, Beanie and Kayura should do the job just fine. I should try to get myself out to Fayson on Saturday to chill with Nick & Co.
Also: trying to get to sleep through forty minutes of screaming isn't really helpful to the whole getting sleep part of sleeping. That ended up making me oversleep, which sucked balls because I then had less time in which to finish up my English proposal paper. Managed to finish it anyway, though, even if it's total crap after page four. I should probably eat something and then start in on the WS paper.
Still - going out of my head with pent up rage. Not fun. Trying not to lash out at other people has resulted in crackulous dreams of carnage and devastation, which is, uh, interesting. Maybe going to see Company will make me feel less annoyed; if not, getting everything packed on Friday and attending sabbath dinner in Philly probably will. If that fails, Beanie and Kayura should do the job just fine. I should try to get myself out to Fayson on Saturday to chill with Nick & Co.
Also: trying to get to sleep through forty minutes of screaming isn't really helpful to the whole getting sleep part of sleeping. That ended up making me oversleep, which sucked balls because I then had less time in which to finish up my English proposal paper. Managed to finish it anyway, though, even if it's total crap after page four. I should probably eat something and then start in on the WS paper.