All that shimmers in this World is Sure To Fade......
Well I haven't updated this in awhile. So you know I figured I would just cos Im mad bored and waiting around, so yeah here it goes.
-I am officially done with another year of school. There were ups there were downs, there was drama and bullshit, but it was by far the best year i have ever had at western. i met so many awesome people and i have friends that i would never trade. and this brings me to the subject of school. seriously ive been so cracked out lately, but i decided im not leaving Western. And there are so many reasons why. My life is pretty much at Western. I mean I feel like there is nothing for me at home. I love all my friends at home, don't get me wrong, but i feel like moving back home is taking a step in the wrong direction, like reverting back to childhood. and i cant leave my independence. i cant move home and be under the control of my parents like i was before. especially after becoming acustomed to living how i want and doing what i want when i want to. plus wayne was fucking me over royally with credits (only giving me 40, when at WMU i will have almost 70). At Western I can graduate in 2 yrs...at Wayne I couldn't.
-Kristie moved home for the summer today. It really hit me hard. After she left i bawled my eyes out for a long time. it feels so weird like i seriously feel like she is coming back in an hour or a week, but it isnt like that. i mean she moved in with me and i saw her everyday. we did everything together. she became one of my best friends. she was my D partner in crime. my drinking buddy, my smoking buddy. i feel like a half of me is missing. i mean i know i still have everyone else up here but it is still really hard, and itwas like it didnt hit me until after she left. :(
-So I am trying to stay up here for the summer, but i dunno if it is gunna work out. Like i want to but i dunno if it is gunna work out. I got a really good job offer at home making $350 a week babysitting, weekends off. So i have a little while to see if i can find a job in kzoo. i applied at a real estate office and if i got it i would stay here. if not then im just gunna take the job at home and come up to kzoo once in awhile and junk.
-im waiting for tiff to come over so we can go in the hot tub. then i promised kevin i would clean out his car so im gunna do that, then when he gets off work he is bringing my car back and we are going to the bar. probably not the smartest idea since ive been wasted everyday since thursday but you know whatevs.
alright im going to go do something with my life. peace out!
-I am officially done with another year of school. There were ups there were downs, there was drama and bullshit, but it was by far the best year i have ever had at western. i met so many awesome people and i have friends that i would never trade. and this brings me to the subject of school. seriously ive been so cracked out lately, but i decided im not leaving Western. And there are so many reasons why. My life is pretty much at Western. I mean I feel like there is nothing for me at home. I love all my friends at home, don't get me wrong, but i feel like moving back home is taking a step in the wrong direction, like reverting back to childhood. and i cant leave my independence. i cant move home and be under the control of my parents like i was before. especially after becoming acustomed to living how i want and doing what i want when i want to. plus wayne was fucking me over royally with credits (only giving me 40, when at WMU i will have almost 70). At Western I can graduate in 2 yrs...at Wayne I couldn't.
-Kristie moved home for the summer today. It really hit me hard. After she left i bawled my eyes out for a long time. it feels so weird like i seriously feel like she is coming back in an hour or a week, but it isnt like that. i mean she moved in with me and i saw her everyday. we did everything together. she became one of my best friends. she was my D partner in crime. my drinking buddy, my smoking buddy. i feel like a half of me is missing. i mean i know i still have everyone else up here but it is still really hard, and itwas like it didnt hit me until after she left. :(
-So I am trying to stay up here for the summer, but i dunno if it is gunna work out. Like i want to but i dunno if it is gunna work out. I got a really good job offer at home making $350 a week babysitting, weekends off. So i have a little while to see if i can find a job in kzoo. i applied at a real estate office and if i got it i would stay here. if not then im just gunna take the job at home and come up to kzoo once in awhile and junk.
-im waiting for tiff to come over so we can go in the hot tub. then i promised kevin i would clean out his car so im gunna do that, then when he gets off work he is bringing my car back and we are going to the bar. probably not the smartest idea since ive been wasted everyday since thursday but you know whatevs.
alright im going to go do something with my life. peace out!