down-ward sprial..

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ive got this empty pit lingering in my stomach..
its actually hurting and i dont know how to get rid of it..
the only thing that i want to fill it doesnt want a relationship..
i hope that when cathy gets here,i feel better..

she always makes me laugh and smile..
its what shes best at..
that,and being sexy..
me and becki were looking at pix of her and we were dumbfounded at how beautiful cathy is..

i had tears let me tell you.. [lol]
things have been all over the place..
being with carly has helped me alot..
she has great perspective..

i know that the rest of you want to hear your names in here..
but im just being lazy..
so im sorry..
im going to go lay down.. [or not]

ttyl