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Yeah, so I may have gone crazy at some point, I'm not so sure anymore. All I know is that I need to fix my life and be happy again, and at this point I'm not sure if that can happen, I'm usually optimistic, but it's really hard to see the good things when bad shit just keeps happening to me. All I want is to be happy, and sadly my happiness is dependant upon certain things like a good job, a car that runs, money to do stuff, and a good relationship. Well, since I've had such a mixed up week of good and bad stuff happening, I'm surprised at how well I'm dealing at this exact moment. The past couple of days I've come really close to the breaking point, and I may have put a toe over the line of craziness for a few minutes, but I've managed to bring myself back, like I always do. It just gets harder and harder every time to bring myself back from oblivion. I really don't know what else to say about my situation, I just want things to get better already, and not have to go through this anymore. I know that these experiences will mold me into a stronger and wiser person, but it's mentally exhuasting having to deal with so much stress in life.