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i met with the people that are considering adopting me today taht was kinda awkward. i like thm but i fell like i have to be perfect and that pisses me off. we went shoppin at anne taylor today ive never even been in that store beofre ugh. i dunno. Everything seems to be mobing so quickly but i really don't have much say in any of it and nobody really to talk to about it si i'm retty mucch screwed. i'm really worked about jack too i haven't talked to him in like a week. i had to try to convnce those people today that he's a good guy which is hard to do when i'm tryin to convice myself at the same time. i just wish he'd get help.. i miss him so damn much its killing me the only reasoni wanna be adopted by these peopel is bc i'll be closer to him which is sad but i don't care.