Dec 28, 2005 17:44
Hello, Kitty!! XD
Well, I guess is this where my thoughts go! I got the whole gang diaries as a OMGWEBEATVEGNAGUN gift, but I guess moreso really so we could have a place to sort everything out that's been going on lately... things have been so weird this past year... well, the last few years, really.
I think Yunie really likes her present!! XD That makes me happy. I even told her how to lock it so no one else can read it... no one but ME that is!! BWA HAHA! Just kidding. She still seems to get so sad sometimes, y'know? I hope this helps her sort out her thoughts.
Today she really scared me for a moment. She was standing there, asking for Tidus, with a look on her face like he'd been right in front of her just seconds before. I even believed her for a moment... God, how I wanted to... but she had just been dreaming. I hated seeing that look on Yunie's face, it was like total desperation. She still gets that way when she thinks of him after all this time...
It's possible, ya know? I dont want to give up hope; I WONT give up hope, I never did... but... it's still really hard. I miss him so much.
We'll see him again... I just gotta keep telling myself that.
People who want a happy ending have to write their own, right? ^_^