why the hell it means so much to me
I think my cat has an upper respiratory infection. He keeps sneezing and instead of meowing to go outside it was more like, "maawhh". I picked him up and put my ear to his chest and said "okay tony. i'm going to listen to your lungs now. Do you have a URI?"
My mom told me about this cat that came into her office that had a 7" piece of grass stuck up its nose! I hope Tony doesn't have a piece of grass up his nose.
I'm going to Oklahoma this weekend. I'm kind of nervous because I know that if I go, things will most likely become more serious in this aspect of my life. And i wonder if i would be okay with that? I can't just act like going to visit someone in another state isn't a big deal- because it is. I try to play it cool, but im just falling to pieces with being scared of being vulnerable. I do not put myself out there. for the most part, ever. It's weird because I feel like we're incredibly compatible- maybe even too similar to each other. I am also an over-analyzer.
Anyway. I started reading Little Women, but I'm not really feeling it right now. I need a trashy romance novel.